About

About me?  Gee, what’s to know?

I am a photographer, have been for about 10 years.  I work in retail to pay the bills, though.

I am writing a book about my struggles with Generalized Anxiety Disorder, social anxiety, Panic Disorder, and Obsessive – Compulsive Disorder (I don’t compulse A LOT, per se…).  The title is Phukt: The Diary of a Neurotic. 

My anxieties?  Let’s see, there are so many as of late … vomiting, nausea, and the stomach flu, diabetes, Alzheimer’s Disease, blood clots … so, in other words, anything related to my health.  Social anxiety.  Underperforming.  Failure.  Not creating.  Not photographing, not drawing, not painting, etc.  These things bother me a lot.  Getting depressed again.  Losing my friends.  Losing my family.  Loss of control.  That’s a biggie.  The list goes on and on, so I won’t list them all here.

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As I have been on WordPress for a little over a year now, I guess this site is a kind of therapy for me.  I like when you all like me!  (Subliminal advertising: Read my blog!)

Seriously, though, I do enjoy hearing what you all think of my crazy brain, so be sure to comment if you have one and like it if you do!